There are times lately when all I feel like doing is crying. It's mostly those times when I think about how financially fucked I am ( Read more... )

I went out job hunting today. Well, that is, I went for a two hour long walk up as far as the businesses stretch in this area and handed out resumes/filled out applications. All together I've handed out at least 25 resumes in this area. Plus a few more online applications ( Read more... )

How excited am I that I get to fight with LORIS (my school's registration system) tonight at midnight? I keep thinking that maybe this year will be different, maybe it won't crash and I'll be done registering in ten minutes, but, who am I kidding? It'll probably take me at least an hour, maybe more, depending on how shitty the system is this time ( Read more... )

So, I was reading PostSecret, and it occured to me what my postcard would say if I sent one in: I sometimes feel like I'll never know what it's like to be in loveI hate being me sometimes. I feel so left out, so naive. I'm twenty and I've never been on a date, never had sex, never had anyone [straight] of the opposite sex call me pretty who wasn't ( Read more... )